Two minutes ago the test was negative. You're still holding it.
Born from lived experience
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Honestly? Nothing is required of you today.
Some women want to be alone with this. Some want their person. Some, in the days after, want a therapist who knows fertility.
Whatever you want right now is allowed — including changing your mind in an hour.
Today doesn't need to be handled. Carry one hour, not the whole day.
Expecting it doesn't make it smaller. What you're grieving is real.